The Golden Shower

The topic here is the Golden Shower. I would think most people know what I am talking about. However, allow me to define it. This is a sexual Fetish . It occurs when your sex partner in an act of sex_ Yuko:I play with my dog and walk him 3 times a day, more than my [...]
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Renetta:
Sometimes I just wonder if me killing myself is the best option for everyone.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
Whenever I try to talk to her about it she'd say I'm just wanting attention and being greedy.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
And my dad has beaten me before, but nothing serious that the police will call abuse.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
My dad said I'm supposed to understand Her, but she needs to understand me too.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
I get that I'm ugly and humiliating and stupid and her embarrassment from her constant reminders.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
And she said She can't wait for me to get out of her life when I go to college, and I'm a freshman.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
She will get angry at me for no reason and lash out making me horrified.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
I wanted to feel happier today but all she did was make me feel worse.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
Then she suddenly said how my eyes are small and weird and that I walk funny and how all my friends are better than me.
(9 August 2017)

Renetta:
I just wanted to spend time with her.
(9 August 2017)