I find myself continuously seeking that feeling again

Now, a mosaic-like phoenix masterpiece filled with light bursting through the cracks. Sometimes I close my eyes, quiet my surroundings and let my presence slip away from the ordinary moments into the memories. There is nothing beautiful about the wreckage of a human being._ Carolee:Can I not go direct to China and adopt?(8 March 2017)… Continue reading I find myself continuously seeking that feeling again
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Katelynn:
I do everything I can to make him happy even if it is a burden on me.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
Am I selfish for feeling this way?
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
I don't really want to have contact with them anymore once I'm off to college since no one knows what I've been through and my parents were never emotionally there for me.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
I want to be away from everything and basically have a new life.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
Once I'm finally happy and have my life back together, I want to leave everything behind , including my little brother my parents my cousin stepbrother, I want a new life.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
My parents are split up but they're not physically there for me but not emotionally.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
I'm almost 20 in 4 months and really want to get my life back together.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
My mom tells me how it's embarrassing that I haven't gone to school and also my dad.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
Anyways the only people I talk to is my cousin and stepbrother.
(8 March 2017)

Nola:
I remember my dad saying he doesn't believe in disorders so I never told him anything.
(8 March 2017)